~Cameron~

5-6/4/2008 - Cameron trip... Weekend yg mengembirakan teman. 2buah kereta berjaya mendaki cameron. Saga and Viva. Ni few pics yg bole teman kongsikan bersama. =)

To Noni, Reha, Helda, Maiza, Kak T, Jue, Huda and Ifah...... next time kite g Cherating lak!! hehehe

(Rasa nk g honeymun kt cameron lah..hihihihi)

~ Happy Mode

Teman gembira. Kenapa teman gembira? Sebab teman gembira lah. (^_^) Sesuatu mungkin akan berlaku dlm hidup teman. Harap semuanya membahagiakan. Aminn.

~I'm back!

Cak!! After few days.......(actually lame gak arr)..br teman tergerak nk memblog.. bukan ade apa2 valid reason pun, cuma teman malas, plus xde internet connection kat rumah baru. Rumah baru? Ya..teman dah pindah, dh hampir sebulan pun. Bukan ape...ni salah 1 wish list teman b4 teman kawen. hihihi.. So, rumah baru teman tu agak luas, boleh la kalau teman-teman teman nk bermalam utk sehari 2.. =)

Lagi 1 wish list teman dh berjaya teman tunaikan...my new born baby!! Oppss..bukan baby....cuma, my new car dh keluar.. Almost 2weeks dh on road. Saga BLM (WRC 758)... So, siapa2 yg ternampak teman on road tu, tegur la secara aman ye.. Jangan la hon2 pulak..Teman ni berdarah gemuruh... (T_T)

Last week punye cerita pulak....Abg teman dh bertunang (22/3/2008) dgn Kak Rin, org Pandan Indah... Harap2 kekal la ke jinjang pelamin.. Dan kepada yg berkenaan tu....teman nk tanya ni.. bila nk pinang teman?? hihihikhik.....

Dan cerita hari ini....parent teman baru bertolak pulang ke Gerik setelah 5hari berkampung di rumah teman....Kepada housemate teman, sorry la ye sbb lamer sgt dorg lepak umah tu.... Best la ade mak n abah kt umah, teman makan sedap2..hehehehe dan teman sempat la bw dorg jalan2 cari pasal sampai ke kuala pilah....dh berduit ni, sonok sikit bawak parent jalan2...Dan 1st time abah drive keter auto. Siap kutuk2 teman lagi tu.. huhuhu dan hari ni, dorg dh balik Gerik...Sedeyyy!!!!

Cerita minggu depan....ada orang nk datang umah teman.. Siapa??? Kenapa??? Biarlah rahsia....wink wink wink..

Cerita 2minggu ke depan....teman dan kawan2 akan ke cameron highland. Perancangan yg agak lame utk di realisasikan...tp akhirnya, semua dh konfem...Huhuhu pada yg tak dpt join, its ok la..maybe next time....tp permintaan teman, bgtau awal2 la ye kalo xdpt join..Penin teman handle mende ni..Sob3x...Dan pada kengkawan yg lain, masih ada kekosongan, sapa2 yg nk ikut, private msg teman ye....dan make sure anda adalah wanita!!!! (^_^)

Cerita utk minggu2 seterusnya, akan teman titipkan kemudian.....(if anf only if ade yg desak2 teman supaya update la)....hehehe
Catch u later! Daa~~

...Bahagianya.........

6/2/2008 - Teman sorang2 kat rumah lagi hari ni.. sbb hari ni teman cuti. Bahagianya hari ni sbb teman akan pulang ke kampung halaman setelah beberapa lama x menjenguk Gerik tercinta tu. ^_^Bas teman jam 4pm. Dan dijangka sampai jam 9pm. Bahagianya.....(Mana jatt ni..xsampai2 lagi.....)


Di kesempatan ini, teman nak ucapkan tahniah pada seorang kawan lama teman yg akan mendirikan rumah tangga pada 9/2/08. Dan teman doakan kawan teman tu, Farasaila Ghazali dan pasangan, agar bahagialah hendaknya sampai ke akhir hayat. Aminnnn.. (huhuhu..sorry, aku xdapat pegi....)

Dan baru beberapa saat yg lalu, teman dapat sms dari Huda, membawa khabar berita dari jauh. Kawan teman, Amrah selamat melahirkan anak lelaki seberat 3.4kg, pada 29/1/08 jam 2.38am.. (dah seminggu, baru dpt berita..huhuh) Anyway, Tahniah....dan teman doakan Amrah dan anak sulungnya sihat2 selalu. Aminnnnn......


Dan, sempena cuti raya cina ni, teman ucapkan Gong Xi Fa Cai pada semua teman2 teman yg menyambutnya...dan pada yg mengambil kesempatan cuti ni utk pulang ke kampung halaman, (macam teman..), berhati2 lah dalam perjalanan.. Ingatlah org yg tersayang.....

Cerita kelakar~~

Teman ada 1 cerita kelakar yg nak di kongsikan dgn semua…. Hahahaha… bagi teman ketawa dulu… Begini ceritanya….

Teman ada seorg kawan…Pada pandangan luaran nya, kawan teman ni tersangat la baik… tersangatlah sopan…dan dia juga prihatin.. Bukannya teman nak mengutuk…tp nak jadikan iktibar…Lgpun, kawan teman tu bukan baca blog teman ni pun…wink wink wink….Kawan teman ni selalu lah menasihati teman dalam hal-hal duniawi ni..(walaupun tidak secara bersemuka)… Cara istimewa kawan teman ni menyampaikan maksud adalah dgn melalui kawan kepada kawan kepada kawan teman tu, dan akhirnya, barulah sampai pada teman… Humm..what ever lah, asalkan maksud nya sampai….Tunggu! Cerita kelakar ni bukan lah mengenai ‘maksud’ yang kawan teman tu sampaikan…Berbalik kpd cerita asal…

Kawan teman ni tersangatlah baik…Dia nasihatkan teman dalam semua hal…. Teman hargai semua jasa baiknya itu….Dia nasihatkan teman pasal bercinta….pasal hubungan lelaki dan perempuan….tp bila teman suruh dia cerminkan diri dahulu sebelum menegur, dia melenting! Kenapa?? Teman mungkin tersalah, tetapi teman membidas, ada sebabnya…..Ops..ini bukan part kelakar nya…

Ok, ini part yang kelakar…Teman tahu kawan teman ni tak pernah bercinta.. Teman tahu sangat….Tp satu hari yang hening, teman terasa ternampak seseorang yang amatlah teman kenal..Siapa lagi?? Kawan teman yang ‘tersayang’ tu lah….Tapi die tidak keseorangan…Dan teman dia tu pun, bukan lah seorang wanita. Dan yang lagi kelakarnya, mereka berpegangan tangan..wink wink wink… Teman terkompius.

Teman ni pulak, teramatlah anti dengan manusia hipokrit….Jd teman pun menuju lah ke arah kawan ‘kesayangan’ teman tu. Teman cakap dengan nada lembut; “Hai, bahgia sekarang?? Siap berpegangan lagi….” Kawan teman tu terkesima. Teman sambung lagi…Biarlah dia nak benci teman pun, sebab selama ini pun, bukan nya dia sukakan teman.. Ayat teman simple je; “Sebab tu lah dulu aku suh cerminkan diri sebelum tegur orang lain.” Lepas tu cepat cepat teman lari..takut kena belasah dengan boyfren dia pulak.

Hahahaha....Kelakarkan kawan teman tu…Terkantoi pulak... Peristiwa ini betul betul terjadi pada teman…juga pada kawan teman tu.. Harap harap dia sedar, dan harap harap teman pun sedar Teman tak pernah membenci dia..Teman nak dia tahu je...dan teman nak ingatkan diri teman je.... manusia takkan pernah sempurna..

p/s: Terima kasih banyak2 pada yang mengambil berat…sampaikan teman ni terlebih berat la pulak.. ^_^ hihihi

~Exhausted, yet fun! ~~

Lalala...~~ I've been very busy lately... ‘Office stuff’... but it is not busy like…a big project stuff…or sumthing like what ‘office-man’ is doing….But it is all about the event that Satyamite is facing rite now…Sport week…Fuhh….really bring me back to my old memories during high school…Berpeluh…bergaduh….. ^_^ And the best part is I have met new frens….Actually, a lot!! >_<

From the 1st day, until today….I join all games….ping pong, handball, futsal, basketball and jogathon….Fuhh…Sounds great, kan…hehehe…but adat pertandingan la ada menang and kalah…hehehe..syukur..and congrats to my team (BIKD), futsal and basketball dpt masuk final and semi..It’s better than nothing la kan…heheheh…And adatlah dalam mana2 game pun, mesti ade pergaduhan ‘mesra’ kan??? Dun worry frens…it’s nothing personal..It’s all about business…(curi ayat Donald Trumph) ..(^_^)

After this week, everything will be going as usual..No more sukan sukan….And my ‘non-linear’ life will go back to normal….Sigh….At last!!

***The Keys to Your Heart***

You are attracted to those who are unbridled, untrammeled, and free.

In love, you feel the most alive when your lover is creative and never lets you feel bored.

You'd like to your lover to think you are optimistic and happy.

You would be forced to break up with someone who was emotional, moody, and difficult to please.

Your ideal relationship is open. Both of you can talk about everything... no secrets.

Your risk of cheating is zero. You care about society and morality. You would never break a commitment.

You think of marriage as something precious. You'll treasure marriage and treat it as sacred.

In this moment, you think of love as something you thirst for. You'll do anything for love, but you won't fall for it easily.

What Are The Keys To Your Heart?

http://www.blogthings.com/keystoyourheartquiz/

~Bubye 2007, welcome 2008~

3 Jan 2008 - Rase nya belum terlambat untuk aku mengucapkan Selamat Tahun Baru untuk semua......2007 dah kita tinggalkan, tapi tak bermakna kita harus lupakan.... Byk kenangan pahit dan manis yg aku masih kenang.....dan byk pengajaran yg telah mematangkan usia aku...Bila aku renung kembali, 2007 membawa erti yg amat besar bagi aku...dgn erti kata lain, 2007 telah mendewasakan aku..... Aku byk belajar utk memandang setiap perkara dgn pandangan yg positif....tp kadang2 aku sering terasa tercabar...dan dicabar....tp setiap perkara kan ada hikmah nya....Sepanjang kenangan pahit 2007, aku lalui dgn tenang....walau agak payah...tp dlm dunia yg serba luas ni, ternyata aku bkn kesorangan....betul kata noni..aku dikelilingi manusia yg sayangkan aku...dan aku pon sayangkan mereka...jadi aku tak takut...kerana sekali aku tersilap langkah....ramai yg prihatin.. sekali aku bersedih...ramai yg setia di sisi...jd aku xpernah bimbang..kerana aku yakin...mereka pasti sentiasa ada....walau kadang2 aku lupa... (T_T) Kuantiti mereka yg dikeliling aku, tidaklah banyak...namun, aku percaya...mereka amat berkualiti... wink wink wink...kredit tu my frensss...yg dekat..yg jauh....and siapa2 yg sering bersama aku....

Akhirnya, aku akhiri 2007 dgn senyuman....Terlalu byk yg dikenang.....terlalu byk yg ditinggalkan... juga, ada peristiwa yg berakhir..dan ada yg baru bermula.. (^_^) Dan, aku bahagia dgn apa yg aku ada sekarang....family...kawan2....kerja....dan juga yg ter'sayang'.... Harap semuanya berkekalan.....

Kepada kawan2, harap2 semua azam tahun lepas dah pun tercapai....xpun, carry fowed je la azam last year tu....^_^ hehehe.... Dan aku berharap, 2008 akan lebih indah.... Mungkin banyak perkara yg akan berlaku dalam 2008... byk yg dirancang....tp tetap tuhan yg tentukan...cuma, doakan aku dapat melalui nya, keh....Wish me all the best!!! And last but not least....Welcome 2008!!!!

HaPpY Family~~

Dalam entry kali ini, aku nk publish kan few photos of my beloved family members.... Sbb dlm all entries before, aku byk menulis tentang kawan2....diri sendiri...sampai aku lupa pada mereka yg amat penting dalam hidup aku. Amat penting. So, these are few photos taken during my vacation at my lovely kampung... Lama dah gambar ni..Cuma x upload je.. Check it out!! (^_^)

My mak and abah ~~ Love them sooo much! ~~


Me with my younger sisters ~ From left: Ayu, Ani, Ana~


My beautiful and gojes Opah..hehehe

He is one of my family members ~Rambo...tp mak suke tulis Rainbow.....whatever la,tp I love him very very much~

Me and my sister, Ayu..~during kenduri

Ni tgh berkumpul nak g kenduri.....

From left: Ayu, Abang, Cu, Ani..~Meeting before g kenduri~

Ni rombongan wanita2 @ kenduri...Yang lelaki and budak2 dh hilang.... ^_^

Ni berkumpul kat umah Opah

At my house..~During raya~

My cute cousins..~ At my house

Itu aje lah...Ni cuma sikit je...From my mother's side je... Nanti I'll upload pic from both side, Mak and Abah..Hmmm.. Dan dikesempatan ini, I want to say that.. I love them sooo much!! I love myself...I love my family...I love my frens.... And I love people around me!!! \(^_^)/

Lumrah alam~

Setengah manusia anggap diri mereka sempurna, walau mereka tau hakikat tiada siapa yg sempurna. Setengah nya lagi cuba untuk menjadi sempurna. Bagi mereka, apa yg nmpak salah di mata mereka, salah lah orang itu. Tapi kenapa setiap kali kita cuba mencari salah orang lain, kita sering lupa mencerminkan diri kita dulu? Layakkah kita mengkritik, sedangkan kita juga lakukan perkara yg sama? Layakkah kita menasihati, sedangkan diri sendiri perlu dinasihati? Betul…manusia perlu saling tegur-menegur, nasihat menasihati, ingat-mengingati, untuk mengelak yang mungkar….Tapi mengapa perlu disampaikan malalui orang lain? Tiada kekuatankah untuk bersemuka? Atau malu? Mmmm.. manusia…

Beginilah, tegur-menegur memang dituntut dalam Islam…agar manusia tidak hanyut..tapi tolonglah pastikan diri sendiri tak buat benda yg sama… Itukan lebih berkesan….

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Bila ini terjadi pada aku, aku bersyukur punya kawan yg sudi menegur…terbukti masih ada yang sayang. Tapi, nak menasihati, kenalah ada caranya. Api akan padam dengan air, tapi kalau cuba ditiup dengan angin, dengan harapan api akan padam, silap-silap api lagi merebak. Renung renungkan..Selamat beramal… ^_^

~Such a great December~

These are some photos during my birthday party (6 Dec )... Thanks guys.. for everything.. Luv u all.. Really appreciate it..

Thanks for the party guys!

Jatt and Ana -- Thanks dear

From left: Shahrul, Aro, Fakri, Reha, Aino, Ana, Reen

Ni lah umah aku yg kecik...huhuhu..kecik tp besttt...

From left: Afni, Emah, Ifah

Bantal ni bkn hadiah dari jatt.. ni from naz and ifah.. thanks..



Dats all!! Neway, thanks guy for the wish..thanks for the thought...thanks for everything!! Luv u all!!! Juga berterima kasih pada yg igt aku...and of course...sape2 yg bg hadiah tu.. hahaha.. Tahun depan bg lagi eh.. \(^_^)/

~Selamat Pengantin Baru: Opel and Senah~

Last Saturday (1/12) was my friend wedding.. Naufal and Hasnah.. at Shah Alam.. So, these are few photos yg sempat di upload... Hmm..both pengantin are very cute and Hasnah is very beautiful.. as always.. ^_^

To Opel: Cukup cukup la perangai budak ko...pasni nk jadi bapak budak lak.. hahaha

To Senah: Jadi la isteri yg baik....hehehe

To both of you: Semoga korg kekal hingga ke syurga! Cepat2 dapat anak.. hahaha.. tahun depan raye umah korg, kne bg duit raye la.. huhuhu..doa doa lah yg xkawen lagi ni supaya kawen cepat.. huhuhuh

Hahaha.. xsangka Opel dh kawen..hahahaha

From left: Yus, Wan, Yani, Hasnah, Noni, Ana, Afni, Emah

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Photos kat bawah ni plak time tunggu Yani kt Masjid Shah Alam.. before ke kenduri Hasnah..hmmm.. Diva berposing.. huhuhuhu... Best hang out ngan korg..with HoneyVi.. hehe Nnti kite g cameron lak eh.. Muahhz.... Nnti aku upload gamba lagi...Check it out!

From left: Noni, Ana, Afni

Noni and Ana

Dats all!! After ni, turn Wa and Dollah...Wan and Faheem....hmmm..sape lg eh?? Doesnt matter la sape2 pon, yg penting, jemput aku!! Kalo x, aku bom kenduri korg.. hahaha \(^_^)/

~Me at my work station~

Hahaha..these mencapab photos were taken at my cubical at Satyam.. huhuhu.. nmpk sgt xde kje kan... hmmm... Ifah selalu lalu lalang kt cermin belakang, selalu komplen : "Kenapa meja ko bersih sgt??" hhahaa.. dah xde keja ifah ooii.. (T_T) And currently Im doing e-learning (self-study) for my upcoming projects (hope I'll get it soooonn)...dah busan gile.. Hmm last week I had a small chit chat wif my senior, and she had told me dat this 'boring' season is common for trainees.. Back to her time before, she wasted 6 months of her time in Satyam doing nothing! And once she got the project, it was a none stop project!! And now, she is happy in Kuwait, for 2 weeks.. huhuhu.. People. Once the have rest time, the wanna work. And once they are working, they wanna rest. Hmmmm....What a life!!

~Raya yg telah berlalu~

Rumah terbuka Lin...dari 5pm sampai kul2am merayap

(3buah rumah: Aini, Lin, Ajis)~Thanks guys!! (^_^)

Sambut Deepavali kat Seremban: Jayzee's house

(Satyamite yg muhibah) hehe

Ni kat umah Reen (4bijik kete konvoi ke seremban)

Umah Kuga ~Hepi Deepavali~(At Seremban)

With budak2 SMTI....From left: Deeya, proyos, zura, arl, Anabest, juare

Hmmm...raya dh pon berlalu....duit pon dh banyak yg abis....So, sekarang la mase nye nk kumpul balik duit and........diet!!! huhuhuhu... All da best to AnaBest!! hahaha

~8 random facts/habit about me.~

1. Happy

• Byk benda bole menghappykan aku... Easy to make me hepi. Kadang2 small things pun can make me smile. Bagi aku, hidup mesti happy.. Hidup sekali je, rugi ah kalau masam2. Kalau happy bkn untuk sendiri pun, utk org lain pun ok. =)

2. Suka bebas

• Sangat suke berpoya2. hehe Setiap hari bagaikan hari minggu!! Suka aktiviti tanpa dirancang. Sbb bebas utk buat keputusan, bila2 je.

3. Jarang moody

• Tp kalo aku dlm sedang dalam mood yang buruk, lebih baik anda segera menghilang dari pandanganku. hehehe Dan jgn lah di tanya pasal hidup ku masa tu.. hmmm..

4. Kadang2 luv to be alone

• Dok sorg2 dlm bilik...layan cd...kadang2 rasa lemas ngan dunia luar. Aktiviti paling best (kat umah Gerik je bole buat) - lepas mandi, stay dlm bilik, pasang radio, buka internet, milo atas meja.. Perghh.. best gile..Nak hidupkan lagi suasana, tambah scene hujan kat luar....Terasa nyaman je...Pastu ZzzzZzz.. hehehe

5. Cepat panas....cepat sejuk...

• Kadang2 aku cepat marah. Tp kalau aku marah yg 'bersuara', tandanya, xmarah sgt la...but kalo marah yg 'diam', hmmm...tgh berapi api la tu.. hohoho tp yg xbest nye, aku ni cepat sejuk.. xbole nak marah lama2..rasa berdosa.. woooo

6. Senang nak lena

• Ni masalah utama aku. Pantang letak kepala, nak nak kalo ade org main2 rambut... Lenaaaa...Agak2 perang dunia pun aku leh lena...mana2 pon leh tido..hehhee

7. Degil dan nakal

• Ada hamba Allah ni cakap aku degil. hmm.. kadang2 je lah, tp dlm hati aku baik ooooo....wink wink wink

8. Patriotik dan setia

• Ini tak ramai yg tau..aku sgt patriotik and sgt sukakan unsur2 patriotik. Pendek kata, aku leh hafal lah lagu2 patriotik malaysia. hehehe dan aku ni tersgt lah setia wpon suke berpoya2...berkawan biar seribu kan...hehe

Tagging rules:

1. Each blogger must post these rules.

2. Each blogger starts with eight random facts/habits about themselves.

3. Bloggers that are tagged need to write on their own blog about their eight things and
post these rules. At the end of your blog, you need to choose eight people to get tagged
and list their names.

4. Don’t forget to leave them a comment telling them they’ve been tagged and to read
your blog

Nak tag saper ek:

• 1. Jatt
• 2. Noni
• 3. Huda
• 4. Ifah
• 5. Filzah
• 6. Mira
• 7. Tokapi
• 8. Sidek

p/S: Sape2 yg di tag, jgn nak ngelat ye..... \(^_^)/ Love u all!!

...huhuhu...

bosan.... currently, im in phase 2 in satyam... although i was not so gud in phase 1, in glad to be assigned in Data Warehousing team. Together with my new ofis mates, all my days are great. But all uia team in satyam are not with me. huhuhu reha was assigned into DBA, Aizat, wan and yus are joining Q Edge and zeze in Java. =( so sad... and nx week, i'll start my phase 2 training at satyam's old building... not in the same building with them. huhuhu neway, im starting to luv my new frens now.......

...Aku adalah Satyamite...

Hmm..agak lama aku tak memblogkan hidupan aku nih... dah lebih sebulan kan. nak kate aku bz smp xde mase nk blog tu, tipu lah.. cume aku kekontangan idea.. Ruang2 otak aku yg sepatutnye aku gune utk menghasilkan idea2 bernas dh terisi dgn ilmu2 baru yg aku dapat dari Satyam ni. huhuhu.. idup aku kt company India ni x ubah seperti hidupan mase aku student dulu. yg beza nye, usaha aku menghadapi tests and exams membuah kan gaji setiap bulan. hehehe tu je.

Position aku kt Satyam ni cume trainee je.. So, byk jgk la yg aku dh belajar dari trainer2 yg teror maut tu.. Antaranye, Mr. Manoj and Bhargavi. Sumer indian. Dorg sanggup trun dari India semata2 nk bg training kt budak2 malaysia yg ampes nih. huhuhu ramai mbe2 tanye, best ke keje Satyam tuh?? Jawapan nye, tentu la best..sbb trainees yg join Satyam ni sumer lebih kurang sebaya je... Bole buat geng. tp aku dah terpisah ngan Reha, yus, wan n Aizat. huhuhu so, lain kelas, lain lah schedule nye. huhuhu and skang, aku ade kawan2 baru yg same gak hampes nye.. aku ade Lin, shu, fawaz, ab, shah, fakri, pjo...ramai lg lah. xkan lah nk tulis sumer 48 org tu laks. =)

Cume 1 masalah kt satyam ni. dulu, aku bahagia je bole surf macam2 site..bole meebo, bole frenster, bole donlod lagu...macam2 lah..tp skang ni dorg dh block sumer. termasuk lah atunnel. hampeh kan. tensen aku.dh xleh berpoya2 ngan internet. huhuhu

ape lagi aku nk citer eh?? hmmm.. aku dh dpt emel id untuk satyam. Tp oleh kerana sumer emel id ni diuruskan oleh staff kat India nun, ade ke patut dorg bagi aku emel yg mamalukan??? farhana_binti@satyam.com huhuhuh lagi sekali aku tertekan!! macamane aku nk berdepan dgn masyarakat??? aku malu!!! tp aku dh komplen pun. mane bole aku biarkan hidup aku dipermainkan sebegitu rupa. so, emel id baru aku, farhana_fadzil@satyam.com hehehe baru sedap skit nyebutnye.... =)

Aku ade byk gmbo2 baru yg bole dikongsi bersama, tp hari ni aku curi2 gune pc yus (sori yus...), so, segala gambo2 tu xde. nnti2 lah aku upload.. termasuk la gambo2 konvo aku.. huhuhu so, kpd kawan2 yg selalu komplen aku xde updated blog, nah..bace la blog yg x seberape nih.. maleh aku nk speking omputih sbb memandang kan kite baru menyambut kemerdekaan yg ke 50, cintai la Bahasa Malaysia!! Merdeka!!

~kerja...kerja...~

hmm..dah lame xblogging ni... Lately aku bz sgt ngan hal2 duniawi ni.. Bz fill in service agreement ngan satyam... bz cari umah sewa... bz buat clearence nk konvo...sume mende ni begitu menuntut mase aku yg x begitu reti bab2 membahagi masa ni. huhuh neway, zillion thanks to all my frens yg sanggup susah payah sekali menyebukkan diri demi aku.huhuhu

So, esok hari last aku merempat kat uia tercinta. Tp last for dis tiring moment la. I'll be back. Tp xtau la bile. Memikirkan 23july ni aku start keje, aku jd cuak...takut...teruja.. hehehe but luckily i hv reha, azeze n jatt together wit me at satyam. Hilang skit takut tuh..tp ntah la. xtau camne working environment kt sane tuh. Silap2 dpt g India. best nye!!

So far, member2 yg baru grad ari tuh, sumer dh dapat keje. Ade gak tolak byk offer. hmmm...like ape Bro hamwira ckp time aku borak2 kosong ngan die.. " I heard rumors..pasal ict graduate pyh nk survive out there. Payah nk cr keje. Tp I heard, ur batch sume dh dpt keje kan. So now, im confuse. All those unemployed tu from University or Kolej? " Hmm... tu mmg issue yg sering di bahaskan. Kat kampung aku, penah isu ni penah jd topic utama. Dorg ckp.."Buat ape anta anak g U, kuar belom tentu dpt keje." Aku terkesima. Mereka ni seolah2 dh kalah sebelum berjuang.

So, from my humble opinion, ni sumer rezeki masing2. Time belaja, kite belaja...Time keje, kite keje.Buat ape susah2 pk kan sumthing negatif yg kite sendri xtau penghujungnya? Kite cume merancang...usaha... tepuk dada ty selera. Jadi, aku amat berharap dpt mengubah pemikiran org2 'lama' kg aku yg agak tertutup tu. huhuhu.. neway, wish me lak... i really need luck rite now. heheheh

musim buah yg best

Im bored. Dats the main reason why im sitting here, updating my blog. huhuhu holidays are nice. in fact, some people wish they hv absolute holiday for their entire life! And some are different. they work...and work...and work...until die. Opss...im not pointing anybody! For me, both are nice. Holiday...and work...bcoz i need both. And the nicest moment for me is when 'orang kampung' like me can enjoy the the 'musim buah'...In dis season, i believe most of 'orang bandar' wish to be at kampung...ye ke?? hehehe my family has our own dusun...and our own pokok getah...petai..durian...rambutan...dokong...betik...etc.. And thanks to my mom.. It's all her effort! While my father is bz with his outstation work...my mother with her kebun...my younger sister with her practical training...Im enjoying myself alone, eating those buah!! hehehe jgn jeles...I can even bersila under the rambutan tree and plug the fruits while reading magazine. hihihi Lebat buah sampai ke tanah. =) Nyum..nyum..nyum... And yesterday was a very unforgetable moment for me. My mom and I sat alone under the rambutan's tree....eating the fruits and chatting...We talked so many things... She told me so many things...And we laugh together... =) I'll never forget her laugh...her smile...her eyes...everything! It's nice to be me...It's nice to be my mom's daughter....It's nice to be org kampung...

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I've got my final result. it's not so good, but i guess i'll still get 1star (*) during konvo. hehehe =) hmm..ICT konvo day will be held on 26/8/07. It's on sunday. Neway, I rily rily hope dat all my frens will be there..and dun forget to bring some gifts...or flowers...but pls dun juz bring ur self and say: "Ana, aku bawa kasih sayang je utk ko...." huhuhu...

~Fear of nothing~

I feared being alone
Until I learned to like Myself

I feared failure
Until I realized that I only Fail when I don't try .

I feared success
Until I realized That I had to try In order to be happy With myself.

I feared people's opinions
Until I learned that People would have opinions About me anyway.

I feared rejection
Until I learned to Have faith in myself.

I feared pain
Until I learned that it's necessary For growth.

I feared the truth
Until I saw the Ugliness in lies.

I feared life
Until I experienced Its beauty .

I feared death
Until I realized that it's Not an end, but a beginning .

I feared my destiny
Until I realized that I had the power to change My life.

I feared hate
Until I saw that it Was nothing more than Ignorance.

I feared love
Until it touched my heart, Making the darkness fade Into endless sunny days.

I feared ridicule
Until I learned how To laugh at myself.

I feared growing old
Until I realized that I gained wisdom every day.

I feared the future
Until I realized that Life just kept getting Better.

I feared the past
Until I realized that It could no longer hurt me .

I feared the dark
Until I saw the beauty Of the starlight.

I feared the light
Until I learned that the Truth would give me Strength.

I feared change
Until I saw that Even the most beautiful butterfly Had to undergo a metamorphos is Before it could fly .

~So, my fear dissapeared~