Interview oh Interview

I went for an interview yesterday for database programmer position.The interview was at 10am, near to kerinchi lrt. and i managed to get there 5min b4 10am bcoz I get lost. huhuhu luckily i was ontime. The interview seesion started exacly on 10am where as i hv no time to 'retouch up' my make up. hehehe And there were 2 interviewers, 1malay woman (Prof Dr. **** -- around 40's) and 1 chinese guy (Lim ***** -- around late 20's).

At first there was nothing serious conversation...All the ques are about my skill...my ability...my future dream...bla..bla..bla.. ans i juz answer them seadanya. But, about 1/2 hour later, I was forced out of my confort zone. She asked me all about things that 'logically' I cannot answer. of corse not, coz im not an experience job seeker. Hello, im fresh graduated! Dun compare me with 3years experience worker. Huhuhu..

About 1hour I kept pretending OK..and keep pretending to smile when they started to compare uia with other university..And they condemed me about my fyp report which I followed exacty the format from Bro. Rizal.. Still remember what she said: "Mcm ni ke budak IT buat report? Main belasah je..."

Dalam masa 1 1/2 hour tu, aku rase mmg nk lari terus je..It was like an army interview! although i never join army..=) hehehe but the thing is, it gives me a really gud experience..(from positive side la..think positive...think positive...)..

After dis, I must be ready for any ques..For any 'condeming' ques....From there I can learn how to handle the situation, if it happens again..Neway, wish me lak for my next interview...Yg tersurat..Im trying to find the best post for me..Yg tersiratnye...im trying to find the best salary.hehehe..Tp keje kt Satyam pon ok la...But b4 23July, I'll try to find one that can exacly suit me...Fuhh...Penat kene 'belasah'...aku terus g tgk wayang Fantastic4..hehehe

p/s: I hate when ppl compare me wit anything!!! It was like a nightmare for me! Juz ignore me when u dont like me. Juz tell me if u dun like me.

..My final week in UIA....

Sob..sob...sob...sedih nya aku.. detik2 terakhir dekat uia ni kadang2 'menghappy' kan aku.. kadang2 menyedihkan aku... kadang2 mendebarkan aku...kadang2 membuatkan aku terfikir...'Dah bersediakah aku?' =) 'Mampukah aku?'

Dlm tempoh 5tahun kat UIA ni (including matrix uia), so many things i've learnt..So many things i've had...So many things i've lost...There r many things dat made me sad.. but just because my eyes dont have tears doesnt mean my heart doesnt cry. and just because i come out strong doesnt mean there's nothing wrong. often, i choose to pretend im happy so that i dun have to explain myself to people who'll never understand.. But, when i think again, dats nothing regrets me...nothing dissapointed me.... But,sometimes we need to be steady and give up the things we want the most. And now...im happy on what i choose and what i have now is what i dream b4..At least...

I had kek for lunch juz now. A kek from reha-- dat actually from fad. =) sedap...dat cake was for reha's graduation. Huhuhu semua nak grad dah.. For those yg still have 1 more semester in uia, i wish u all da best! Let me recall sape ek.. emah..afni..huda ismail..huda rahmani.. mira..hasnah.. maiza..rafi..amy.. All the best guys!!

And for all yg dh grad, noni, ifah, filzah, yani, reha, wan, yus, wa, ja, diyanah....congrats guys! U guys deserve a good life out there..Juz be happy in what u do...Hmm..sebut pasal diyanah ni, i think it's not too late to wish her a very happy wedding life.. dah kawen dah die.. And after dis, dah ramai waiting list yg nak kawen...Kan?? =) Xpayah la nak mention, nnti ade yg malu2 kucing lak. All i hope is...dat particular person (sape2 yg nk kawen), dun ever forget to invite me.. InsyaAllah sampai lah hamba Allah ni...Neway, aku post kan several pics diyanah utk tatapan korg...

p/s: doakan aku cepat kawen..hehehhee

Mari kita berhenti sejenak, merenungi kembali bekas langkah2 kita dlm kehidupan ini. Melihat dgn cermat apa saja yg telah kita lakukan selama ini. Perhatikan, adakah langkah2 kita dimulakan dari tempat yg baik? Adakah dlm perjalanannya langkah kita terhenti di tempat2 yg semestinya? Dan yg paling penting, adakah langkah2 kita menuju kepadaNya?

(Cerita ini hanyalah rekaan semata-mata.....)

And..this is where it begins...

"B.A.N.G" serentak murid2 kelas 2Kuning mengeja.Panas tengahari tidak menghalang mereka meneruskan pembelajaran. Kelembutan Cikgu Aisyah terserlah dgn kurung biru muda. Kelembutan itulah yg mengikat kasih syg nya dgn murid2. "Apa bunyinya?" Soal Cikgu Aisyah lembut. 'Nak test skit budak2 ni.Ade ke yg teror.'Diam.Kelas jd sunyi.Sepi.

Di hujung kelas, Fara berusaha mengingati apa yg di belajarnya mlm td.Mulutnya terkumat kamit."Bang!" itu yg akhirnya terkeluar dari mulut nya.Penuh yakin. Serentak semua menoleh ke arah nya. 'Ulp, salah ke?' Mukanya mula kemerahan. Malu di renung semua. Skirt biru tua yg dipakai nya di sapu sapu bagai ada kotoran yg melekat.

"Fara, jgn malu. Apa yg kamu jawab tadi? Boleh ulang?" Soal Cikgu Aisyah lembut. Fara masih malu2 tp di teruskan juga."B.A.N.G bang." Kelas masih diam. Semuanya diam.

"Hahahaha!!" Amir yg dari tadi cuba menahan tawa, menekan2 perut ketawakan Fara. Fara menjeling. Benci betul dia dgn Amir. Budak gemuk, hitam dan nakal tu sering ketawakan Fara. Tawa Amir bagai tiada penghujung. Perut nya yg besar bergoyang2 mengikut rentak tubuh nya yg masih seronok ketawakan Fara. Fara pelik. 'Apa yg lawak sgt?'

Cikgu Aisyah faham sungguh perangai nakal Amir."Amir, kenapa kamu ketawa.?Tak baik ketawakan orang" . Amir terdiam. Namun sisa tawanya masih ada. "Lawakla Fara cikgu. Ada ke bunyinya 'bang!' Tu kan panggilan mak sy kat abah saya. Bang....." Azlan mengajuk ayat ibunya dengan lenggok tangan ala mak nyah.

"Hahaha!!" Kelas 2Kuning tertawa besar mendengar jawapan Amir. Ada betulnya. Fara mendengus. Tak puas hati dengan sindiran Amir."Ah! Kalau kau pandai sgt, apa jawapan nya?" Fara melenting. Pantang sungguh bila di permainkan begitu. Amir terus bangun menyahut cabaran. Penuh yakin. "B.A.N.G bunyinya banji. Betul kan cikgu? Ayam saya nama Banji. Hari ni baru saya tau ejaan dia." Amir senyum memandang Fara. Bangga.

"Hahaha" Cikgu Aisyah terlepas ketawa tapi cepat2 cover. "Ehemm...jawapan kamu kurang tepat. Tapi tak apa. Itu yg kita akan belajar hari ni. Salin apa cikgu tulis." Murid-murid 2Kuning patuh. Fara tersenyum memandang Amir yg masam mencuka. Laju tangan nya menyalin nota cikgu. Apa yg di ajar hari ini, dia sudah pun belajar semalam. Hari ni cuma salin je lah. 'Nasib baik semalam belajar dengan mak, kalau tak, jad bodoh macam kau la, Amir!'

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Some sayings for today...

-Hope is faith holding out its hand in the dark.
-Take risks: if you win, you will be happy; if you lose, you will be wise.
-Education is what survives when what has been learned has been forgotten.
-A smile confuses an approaching frown.
-Character is much easier kept than recovere.
-Don't try to be different. Just be good. To be good is different enough.
-The right to do something does not mean that doing it is right.
-Friends are like melons; shall I tell you why? To find one good you must one hundred try.

Malas. Satu-satunya penyakit yg xde ubat nya. Kalo ade pon, penyakit tu xkan totally hilang. Esok lusa die dtg lg. =( dan sekarang, penyakit tu tgh merebak dlm salur2 urat dan otak aku. Pls somebody...pls tell me what to do. Xtau nk buat ape padahal keje belambak. Org len aku tgk sume tunduk je buat keje. Busy tol. Ke buat2 bz? heheheCurrently, im taking MCAD (Microsoft Certificate Application Developer) -- microsoft profesional certificate. Ade 3 exams kalo nk dpt sijil tu. so far, aku dh pass 2 exams. Lagi 1 menanti dgn penuh setia 18/6 ni. Huhuhu.. Hopefully kau pass. Bkn senang nk dpt cert ni. Kalo amik kt luar, mau RM10K cost die. Tp buat kt uia ni, free la. Government py project....1st exam aku scored 816/1000 and 2nd exam dpt 826/1000 and hopefully final exam nnti dpt 700++ pun dh OK. Asalkan lulus...

im feeling 'blue' today...feeling sad...feeling blur...feeling empty...hmmm.. why aa??? there is nothing in my mind rite now, but i feel lots of things are waiting for me to settle down... but where to begin ha?

hmm...i hv 18 more days to go. On 18/6 i'll complete my study in uia.. end of my students life. ..end of assignments...and end of simple, easy, enjoyful life... =( but, more challenging world is waiting for me..and i hope im ready for it. =)

Last weekend ICT gurls organized a simple, cool, unforgetable bon voyage party.. Let me recall sape yg ade.. hmm.. Noni, huda, emah, afni, reha, rapi, mza, senah, huda rahmani, ifah, ainen, ja, mira, ju, yani, yus and wan.. Thanx for those who came.. And sape2 yg xdtg tu..dun worry.. u guys r not forgoten.. hihihi.. best mlm tu...and kemuncak nye.. time gifts exchanging .. aku dpt hadiah dari ja.. i got bunga pot puri (betol ke eja) =).. wangi.thanx ja.. and my nice, preety gift, wrapped with surat kabar jd milik afni.. hehehe simpan la mende alah tu bebaik ye... Org betuah je yg dpt tu.. =)

Ni die some pic yg dpt aku tunjuk kan... Waaa aku sedih nk grad.. I'll miss u guys!

3.23pm (thursday)

i'hv been silent from this blogger world for a quite some times...why?? im too bz with my 3P program... at the beginning of dis sem, i was planning to enjoy my last sem here...but it seems everything is turning up to be sumthin different..huhuhu dgn prob telekom nye...dgn kelas lagi...dgn 3P lagi... huuhuhu...

miscommunication ngan telekom makes me really2 annoy.. mnyampah!! miskin, kering kontang aku kt cni..kalo ade sugar daddy, xpo la jgk..isk, dose...huhuhuh but not only telekom is confusing me, finance uia pon same..why student needs to pay RM500 kalo buat 3taun stengah?bkn duit uia dh byk ke? why they keep asking us for money? kalo camtu, baik buat 4taun...xrugi pape..huhu bosan ah jd mangsa confuse nih...

hmm..rite now, im i 3P klas.. ni 1 lagi masalah dunia..bosan gile, but it is quite fun.. sonok gak belaja ni..kene blaja sungguh2 ni, tp the class starts at 9am until 5pm..huhuhuh 'best' siot ngadap pc nonstop! dh juling dh ni..and next week, our 1st exam.. it is all about sql.. harap2 lulus and then proceed to d next stage, .NET

wish me lux...

3.08am

im sleepy...but still hv time to do my fav hobby, surfing.. (-_-)

2weeks holiday..enjoy abis.. tp letih jd buruh kasar kt umah ni.. what i did were juz a routine. everyday...but today..adus.. bcoz of my last day kt rumah, my mom mengerahkan seluruh tenaga aku..kemas2 umah..angkat2 brg...angkat almari..katil..meja...huhuhu penat siot...but it was quite fun.. doing all da things together...had fun wit my sis.. bergurau senda..cewah.. but da prob is.. bile bercampur gaul ngan habuk+debu, start la arlegic nye.. adus..seksa mak, nyah.. =)

Esok, bus kul 9am..tp brg still unpack. huhuhu malas rasenye.. but its not too long..jap je..sampai bulan6, grad la aku. InsyaAllah...

ngantuk ah.. nite. zzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzz

Hmmm..semenjak 2menjak ni aku semakin rajin menulis… menulis tentang hidup… tentang diri…dan tentang org lain…satu2 cara yg mungkin dpt meringankan bebanku.. satu2 cara yg dpt meluahkan perasaanku…

Aku mahu menceritakan 1 situasi… ketika aku bersama motivator yg paling aku sanjungi.. My father..

Aku bknlah dlm kategori yg pemalu atau penakut, tp dlm satu2 keadaan, aku akan menjadi malu yg teramat.. takut yg teramat… sampai x boleh bergerak… sampai rasa nk lari ke ujung dunia… Sampai aku rasakan dunia ni x adil pd aku… huhuhu mungkin kwn2 yg rapat pernah tgk aku dlm situasi yg mcm ni.. huhuhu

dan satu hari….aku, mak + adik berada dlm kereta and the driver of course lah that motivator… dan die tau aku ada kelemahan ni… kelemahan yg xdapat di buang dari kecik… Peristiwa tu berlaku di pasar mlm.. punye la ramai org… and we r still searching for parking space.. then, the motivator asked me ( why it is always me?!!!) ;

Motivator: Ana, cuba bayangkan dlm sesak2 tu ana pegang belon yg amat besar…Bw belon tu dari ujung pasar mlm sampai lintas jalan…. Sanggup x? Malu x?

Ana : Hush… xnak ah.. Malu!!

Motivator: Cuba byg kan pulak… situasi yg sama, ana bawak belon besar dari ujung pasar mlm sampai lintas jalan.. tp kat tepi jalan tu ade Shahida (sepupu umur 4 tahun)… belon tu untuk die…nak bg kat die… Sanggup x? Malu x?

Ana : Hmmm.. (terdiam sambil dh faham maksud tersirat)

Motivator: Tak malu kan? Ana dlm situasi yg sama… Orang tetap pandang…. Tp niat tu membezakan perasaan kite.. Apa yg kita fikir tu yg membezakan perasaan kita.. bukan ape yg org lain fikir…. Dorang tetap akan pandang, dorang tetap akan bercakap, tp ape yg kita fikir, ape yang kita capai…tu sumer datang dari dlm diri kita… Malu dan takut tu kita yang cipta.. Semuanya bergantung pada kita… buat ape nk takut ape yg org cakap.. ape yg org fikir…

Ana : (terdiam…..) Betul jugak… (dlm hati)

Thanx abah! Motivasi yg die bg tu betul2 buat aku terfikir tp kadang2 manusia ni pandai berfikir je… xpandai nk ubah! Ekekeke.. but I’ll try to change… =)

Hello…1st of all, I wish to express my gratitude to those who generously helped me color this beautiful life…my family…my frens…and me, myself… =) why im saying dis? …This is not d end of life?.....0

hmmm….dis is bcoz…’externally’, I feel very happy…next short sem is going to be my final sem…until June…end of my student life…but actually, it is not d end. It is juz the beginning. The beginning of my miserable life…Opss, dats not my words… some seniors said dat.. And I hope they are all wrong!

But ‘internally’, deep inside my heart, I am sad. Student’s life is the most precious moment in my entire life. Feeling young…acting young… pretending to forget my own age.. I guess….

hey, im still young!! =)

So, what’s my destination next? Get a damn good job or hanging around while planting grapes? Naaaa… I dun know…….. Actually, im not dat type of person…. dat dreaming for a damn good job…what a good job for me is….is good job…. Hahaha… secret remains secret…what to say? I have my own dream…After I’ve got lost so many time, yet, im still sticking on that dream… hope I can achieve dat.. pray for me…

Hmmm…saying about dream, it makes me remember to someone who is close to me…a damn good fren of mine… And he gets offered for Master in Moscow, Russia, with scholarship..… Fuhh…tak abih study lg, dh dpt offer…kalau a normal person get dis offer, nobody will refuse to go. But unfortunately, dis beloved fren of mine is not normal… he is insane. =) hahaha …Sorry dude..

But he is what he is.. Rejecting that offer perhaps makes him sad or confuse or happy… I dun know…only u know the reason, fren… and as a damn good fren, I will always support u….. Pray for u…Till the end…I promise.. bcoz, he has his own dreams…like everybody.. Hope u achieve it!!! hahaha aku best kan!

End of story. Hmmm..So, how about we call it a day!! Isk..mcm ayat bro rizal lak.. hohoho ampuuun sir… I have 1 more paper to go.. Requirement Engineering… Wish me luck..coz I rili rili need luck rite now.. huhuhu.. daaaaaa

Dlm usaha mententeramkan hati, aku mula menulis sebuah cerita jujur tentang apa yg aku rasa dan…kenangannya… ketika aku mula merangkak untuk mendalami hidup, kefahaman tentang cinta terpaksa ku belajar. Wpun subjek cinta xpernah wujud d sekolah, namun manusia sering berlumba utk A wpun hakikatnya mereka hanya layak utk D..ataupun repeat…

Di sini ianya bermula…
Dia hanyalah sebuah nilai utk aku memahami cinta. Bahkan aku sedar dari ilusi dan anganan, yg realiti itu lebih indah jika kita sentiasa bertanyakan soalan yg betul dan menghargai apa yg di anugerahkan…

Hidup hanyalah nama. Hidup hanya lah simbol. Ianya menjadi batu tanda utk aku memperoleh apa jua kebaikan yg ditawarkan utk aku. Ia jg ada pengukur jarak tentang apa yg telah & belum aku lakukan. Ia mengajar aku mencari erti cinta; dan tiada cinta itu tiada batas, ukuran dan bentuk. Ia hanyalah satu rasa, spt manisnya gula dan masinnya garam…

Aku cuma nk bercerita…
Secara jujur, aku berasa lapang dgn nya..mendengar suaranya… malah aku taburkan janji untuknya… biar dia tidur berbantal awan, berpintal lembut mengenak lenanya…mimpikan gemerlap bintang yg kita kutip dan menyeri fajar nanti…
Sekurang-kurangnya, itulah yg aku rasa…

Komunikasi aku dan dia berjalan lancar separti yg diskripkan hinggalah aku terasa tiba2 ada sesuatu yg meragukan dia…dan dia meletupkan cebisan yg benar2 mencederakan aku…dia menceritakan ketakutannya..dia mempersoalkan tentang janji yg bakal dimungkiri…
Adakah kita benar2 bahagia seperti mimpi kita?

Aku, selaku penghulu segala keraguan tak dpt nk kata apa… dari situ dia bertambah yakin tentang keraguan nya yg membawa kpd memperlekehkan aku.. dan ia betul2 memberi kesan dan giliran aku pula meletup… sebahagian besarnya adalah apa yg keluar dari batas sabar aku… hasilnya…aku rasa, aku tak perlukan dia lagi…biar aku harungi hidup aku yg selama inipun aku hidup tanpa hadir dirinya…dia hanya singgah menyinari…

tp aku hanya manusia…kepedihan itu, kalau kerap dirasakan, tegar juga aku di buatnya!

Aku igt aku dpt lari…aku silap! Apa yg aku perlukan adalah pengisian kekosongan jiwa ini…musuh utama aku masa ini adalah kesunyian… dan aku harus bermatian melawannya…

Utk itu, pemikiran adalah cara terbaik utk menilai baik buruk satu tindakan… dan daripada pemikiran itu, akan timbul satu keputusan utk menyatakan di pihak manakah aku berada. Yg lebih susah ialah tak tahu nak duduk dipihak mana…macam aku…

Aku tak boleh…tak mampu nak teruskan…tp.. live must go on…
Krn Kau Tuhan, yg aku minta tlg…dan Kau Tuhan yg aku sandar…Aku perlu kekuatan…Aku perlu sebab… Sebab utk teruskan hidup. Krn ku rasa…hidup adalah erti kepuasan yg tidak ternilai…

Wpun ku rasa mengadap puaka nombor satu…dgn peluh jantan, pondan, betina di dahi…dgn lutut yg lemah…usus yg memulas…dada yg pecah…tetapi apabila sebab itu hadir…dgn penuh semangat! Berusaha! Akan ku ikhtiarkan utk terus hidup…

Dia memandang aku sebagai seorg yg tewas… Mmg aku pernah tewas, mmg aku sering tewas…tp kali ini aku akan jd kan ia satu kekuatan utk aku terus berdiri…satu sebab utk aku teruskan hidup…dan satu pengajaran utk aku jd kan kenangan… kenangan yg memaksa aku belajar utk menerima kenyataan…

Punya lah sensasi…seolah ku tahu siapa diriku…dan apa yg ku impikan…ia sungguh jelas…

Jadi, ini hanyalah permulaan!

“...Settle with the past,
Engage with the present,
Believe in the future…”

11.17pm...

At last!!! Everything went smoothly....Berakhir la showcase fyp utk sem ni... To all the fyp students, congratulations!!!!!!! to all the lecturer n frens yg dtg, thank u.. thanks for ur kindness of giving us a high mark... tu pon kalo bg high mark.. huhuhu i luv dat moment...dat showcase moment...it will remain in my heart forever... isk isk isk... wpon, xterlalu ramai yg available to come, tp xputus2 yg dtg.. thanx.. huhuhuh pasni ade yg dh grad.. xjmp dh... sedeyyy...

Gambar2 cs students dlm fyp lab.. pagi2 buta bergamba... going to miss u all.......

10.31pm...

Tomorrow is d day!! malas dh nk layan fyp ni.. Juz wana make sure everything goes smoothly...and i wish all of us will pass dis killer subject..moga2 sume dpt A bulat. hohoho poster2 dh siap...codes dh update...all d available hp dh ade... tinggal nk prepare kan diri je lagi.. huhuhu.. to all my beloved frens, all d best! to me and my partner, esok belasah je... igt pesan abah.. hehehe =) rindu la kt umah.nk balik...

1.54am...

Hari ni last day utk bermalam kt lab... Yg best nye, hari ni ramai gile datang... ade aku, nurul, filzah, ifah, yus, wan (as usual) dan bertambah dgn wa, ja, faheem, opel, spon n paan... dan skang tgh kebulur... n juz now opel n faheem baru balik bersama ngan brg2 yg dpesan... huuhuh... jom berkelah dlm lab!!!! sumer dok order mknan... thanx guys... bile la plak nk rase bro rizal belanje kt hotel. hahahaha

20 March, 5.10pm:

Still in fyp lab...i only hv 2 more days to lepak2, sembang2, mkn2, main2 in dis 'lovely' room... hehehe and the most important thing... to donlod movies and video...internet laju maa.. =) tp tu sumer x penting. yg penting, fyp aku.. cewah..

juz now, me and my partner went to dr. majid's room(fyp supervisor) ...we haven't meet him since we change our scope. huhuhu quite a long time.. bile masuk je bilik die, he asked us, "Did the police called u?" ha?!! kitorg terkejut badak.. ape polis2 lak ni...kompius2...

Then, he said, "I called the police to search u for me...coz im looking for u..." hihihi perli la tu.. tau la kitorg lame xdtg jmp die..hampeh. so, d discusion was about in 30 minutes after we showed him our report and demo the system. it went smoothly......luckily we hv him as our supervisor..very nice, very tolerate..ensem... hehehe bodek nk dpt A fyp..

unfortunately, he is going to go back to libya dis coming july... contract ngan uia dh abih...huhuhhu sedey...he's very nice lecturer.. everybody loves him.. eh, ye ke?? Same la ngan prof J.. contract dh abih ngan uia.. wpon Prof J ni sometime quite harsh to his students, but still...he's a good lecturer/grandfather/ father etc ....for me... huhuhu im going to miss u.. both of u.. waaaa.... aku je dok rindu dorg, dorg x rindu aku pon!!

19 March 2007 (9.06 pm) - Monday:

lately, jmp ramai org mbuatkan kepala otak aku berserabut.... mane tak nye. everybody concerns about my fyp progress... jmp je sesape yg berkenaan, kuar la soalan:
- "Camne fyp korg?"
- "Weh, dh siap fyp?"
- "Camne progress?"
- "Brape percent lagi?"

hmmm...aku mempunyai ramai kwn yg mengambil berat... Thanx for ur ke'concern'an....huhuhu tp soalan tu sedikit sebanyak menganggu emosi aku yg senang terusik ni. cewah... 22 March ni berakhir la penderitaan ku... Derita ke?? kpd rakan2 seperjuangan, gudlak weh... sumer lecturer nk tgk projek kite yg konon nye gempak le... isk..mmg gempak pon... huahuahua

sape2 yg amik fyp jgk, kat usm ke...uum ke..utm ke... semoga berjaya kwn2 ku..

pada yg nk exam dh tu, stadi la weh...nk grad dh ni...pastu keje..pastu kawen... isk..pk kawen pulak. hehehe

5.16am in fyp lab......early in d morning, we r still struggling for reports submition 2morow... huhuhu..3 reports straight for all nite..fuh..letih gilos.. ngantuk nak mati..but still cannot sleep..wpun mata dh berat gile.. dulu igt it&islam is the most 'easiest', 'simplest', 'rilex-est', 'coolest' subject thru out d whole sem, but d reality is damn cruel. wpon no final exam, every week we hv to present and complete the report. And at d end, i found dat it&islam is the most 'tired-est', 'busy-est', 'suspen-est' and 'zero-rest' class.. but since dr fauzan is d lecturer, i still hv 3 stars to give him for dis subject. huhuhu

got to go...report x siap lg.. esok nk submit. Argh..belasah je lah. =(

...final year student...baru ku tau betape 'nikmat' nye mjadi sebahagian drpd golongan itu..huhuhu..bz nye mngalahkan bush g berperang..eh..bush bkn bperang pun..ape aku ni...tp dlm 5subjek yg aku amik...cume 1 je xde projek. ICT&ISLAM. tu pun ngadap presentation je every week..yg lg 4 tu, cam nk juling dbuat nye..huuhuh

1) final yr projek (fyp) - dr.majid

- 60% completed
- still having prob with d bluetooh connection
- not completed -> interfaces and other functions
- sempat siap ke??? sempat kot........showcase 21hb ni..huhuhuhu meh le beramai2 tgk aku jual produk..

2) SQA projek - prof Jubair

- ni lg 1 masalah dunia. prof igt sumer students die bijok ke? huuhuhuh... suketi je bg projek mcm final yr projek..sumer x reti nk buat..jawapan asik..in progress..in progress... kalo la die tau....

3) CAAL - bro rizal

- proj ni gune assembly language...ntah kurun ke brape la language ni..still kene blajo ke..huuhhuhu nasib ko lah.. xlayan projek ni kang, die xlayan carry mark aku, mamposs..

4) Requirement Engin - mdm azlin

- yg ni teratur skit subjek nye..dh lecturer pompuan..senang..kalo laki, cam hampeh je..isk,dose kutuk.
- proj ni kene buat documentation...brape byk nk karang daaa... senang, aku buat doc for my fyp..xpayah susah2 nk wat fyp nye documentation dah..eh, tp fyp for cs students xde documentation yg tebal2...hmmmm...nasib laa..

so, skang aku lepak lab...kalo rajin, tdo lab...tp lab ni berhantu skit..hohoho.. bukan stakat antu je antu, budak2 dlm ni pon same antu nye...tertekannn.........

Arghhhh...
Im bored wif these works!!!!! These works are bored wif me!!!!! What can i say?? its fun to do sumthing dat we like+know....even, its more fun to do smthing dat we like, yet, we dun know...but here,the situation is i hv to do sumthing dat i dun like+dun know...huhuhu...what in my mind rite now? i wana go home...i wana go back to my student's life...i wana go to class, i wana hv enough sleep...i want everything now..everything dat i miss every day...huhuhuhu but, dis is a part of student's life as well..everybody has to experience dis....practical training....hv no choice...chaiyyokkkk!!!!!!